Thunderstruck: An MMA Bad Boy Romance
Table of Contents
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Epilogue
Thunderstruck
An MMA Bad Boy Romance
Carter Blake
Contents
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Epilogue
Excerpt: The Nanny and The Beast
Excerpt: Pretend To Be Mine
Excerpt: Hot Takeover
About the Author
Also by Carter Blake
Prologue
Thunder
Sixteen Years Old
The air ripples between us.
A spark of energy. A sizzle of light.
I promised myself years ago that no one would ever hold the power to hurt me. But this girl has the power to destroy me.
“It’s cold out here.” Kennedy shivers and rubs her bare arms.
“Here.” I tug off my hoodie, then help her into it.
She’s tiny, barely coming up to my chin, and the sweatshirt is huge on her. I let my hands linger a little longer than I should.
“Thanks,” she says, looking up at me. The nervous tension between us is palpable.
“It’s almost midnight. You don’t want to miss the fireworks.” At least that’s my excuse for dragging her out here, away from the New Year’s Eve party her parents are hosting inside. What I really want to do is pull her into my arms and crush my lips against hers.
Not happening.
“We should be able to see them from here.” I pull away and take a sip of the beer I stole from my father's stash.
When I offer her one, she scrunches her nose up at it, instead snuggling into the warmth of my sweatshirt. Her eyes go wide when she notices the new ink covering my forearms. “Oh my God. Is that real?”
“Yeah.” I grin, proud of the web of patterns I designed myself.
“Your dad let you?”
“Like he cares,” I sneer, which isn’t exactly true. He beat the shit out of me when he saw it.
“How?” She takes my arm in her hands and begins tracing the patterns.
Almost instantly, I’m rock hard.
“Three hundred dollars and a fake ID.” I shrug, like it’s not a big deal, like her touch doesn’t send a thousand bolts of electricity pulsating through my body.
“It’s…” she bites her lip, fingers still playing across the ink, sending more sparks of heat thrumming through my veins, “beautiful.”
I lean in, mesmerized by her perfect mouth, and wanting nothing more than to taste those lips.
“Beautiful,” I murmur, brushing a lock of blonde hair off her cheek and tucking it behind her ear.
So fucking beautiful.
That’s what she is.
And so much more.
Kind.
Sweet.
Pure.
All the things I’m not.
I’ve known Kennedy Harper my entire life. She’s practically family. So why the hell can’t I control my thoughts around her?
“Ten, nine, eight…” Inside, people start the count down to the New Year. “…seven, six, five…”
I drain the last of my beer, then place it on the railing.
“…four, three, two…”
In the distance, the first flashes of light brighten up the night sky.
Kennedy stands against the railing, and I move behind her. When she shivers, I go against all common sense, and pull her back towards me, wrapping my arms around her body, and leaning down so that my head rests on top of hers.
I dip my head towards hers, breathing in the scent of her; watching her eyes light up as the fireworks go off.
She leans back into me, like she wants my touch.
I should step away, but instead I press in closer. I’m so far out of my comfort zone with all these emotions twisting in my chest.
I’ve got a lineup of girls that are more than happy to jump into my bed. Meaningless sex. It should be enough. But it’s not. Not when there’s Kennedy.
“Happy New Year.” I murmur in her ear and feel a small tremble go through her body.
She turns slightly, her mouth parted as if she’s about to say something, but before she can utter a word, my lips are on hers.
Just a single touch.
Soft.
Gentle.
But it’s enough to rock my world—or destroy it.
“Liam.” My father’s rough, slurred voice barks out behind me.
“Fuck.” I push Kennedy away from me a little too roughly, and her fingers go instantly to her mouth, eyes wide.
I should never have touched her.
She’s off limits. I don’t need him, the asshole who’s now staring at me with murder in his bloodshot eyes, reminding me I’m no good for her. Because I know it’s the truth.
Kennedy looks up at me like she doesn’t know what she should do.
“Go inside.” My tone is cold, harsh, because I know what the single kiss is going to cost me.
She blinks, not moving, like she’s still trying to decide if she should leave me. She knows my father’s temper. Not the full extent of it—but she’s seen the bruises, heard his vicious words.
“Liam?” she says softly, concern in her hazel eyes. She’s the only person who uses my real name without causing my stomach to curdle.
I prefer the nickname the boys down at the gym started calling me after my first fight—Thunder. A single blow to the temple knocked my opponent out ten seconds into the first round.
At just sixteen, grown men tremble when I walk into the ring.
Yet here I am, ten consecutive wins later, and I’m still scared of the man staring daggers at me now. Every second Kennedy stands there, a shield between us, I know his anger grows.
“Go,” I growl, then lean closer so that only she can hear. “That shouldn’t have happened. Understand?”
A small nod is her only response, but I can see the tears gathering in her eyes.
Shit.
When Kennedy is gone, my father stumbles towards me. He grips my t-shirt in his fists and shoves me up against the side of the house. “I’ve told you to keep your hands off her.”
I could easily dart out of his grasp; instead I stand there and accept the first shot, a blow to my ribs.
Pain splinters through my chest, and I cough out a rough breath.
Fuck.
He’s still sober enough to make each hit count.
I’ve learned from experience that the more I fight back, the worse the beating.
Could I take him? Yeah, I could kill the motherfucker. But then what? The asshole is still my father, and for another five months, he’s the roof over my head.
“She’s too fucking good for scum like you.” His breath reeks of beer, and spittle hits my face when he hisses out each word.
I don’t need him reminding me. I know he’s right. Everything I touch I destroy. Kennedy would be
no different.
“Everything okay out here?” Tom Harper, Kennedy’s dad opens the sliding glass doors, brows drawn down.
“Yeah, just having a little father-son talk.” Like fucking Dr. Jekyll, my father’s expression changes, an easy smile spreading across his face as he turns to meet his friend.
Tom doesn’t smile back. “It’s freezing out here. Come inside.”
Like nothing happened, my father follows him, leaving me alone, my ribs aching. But the pain is nothing compared to the hollowness inside my chest.
Empty.
Raw.
Alone.
I breathe out heavily when they’re both gone and pull up my shirt to take in the damage.
The one good thing about having a drunk for a father, is his memory is shit. I doubt he’ll remember seeing me with my lips plastered against Kennedy’s.
I drop my shirt and wince.
Uncapping my last beer, I drown the contents. My thoughts are chaotic, and I’m not sure how long I stand there, but my fingers are practically numb when I turn to go inside.
Instead of going through the house, I take the back stairs to get to the basement where Kennedy and her friends were hanging out before I pulled her out here.
Opening the sliding door, I freeze when I see her. Or rather them.
My brother is stretched out, legs in front of him, a giant smirk plastered on his face, because curled up next to him fast asleep is Kennedy. His arm is wrapped around her shoulder, possessively, and the way she burrows closer to him in her sleep makes my stomach twist.
If she wasn’t practically attached to his body, I’d punch the smirk right off his face.
“Got a problem?” Colin’s eyes narrow on me.
Yeah, a huge one. Him.
Emotions from the darkest part of my soul well up inside me.
Resentment.
Jealousy.
Hatred.
You’d think I’d be used to it by now. Colin swooping in.
The white knight.
The good brother.
That it wouldn’t feel like a rusty nail to the heart seeing him with her, knowing he’d probably comforted her when she came in here with tears in her eyes—because of me.
My father would have no problem with Colin touching her. Shit, he’d no doubt encourage it. But with me, nothing I do will ever be good enough.
Not for him.
Not for Colin.
And especially not for Kennedy.
Chapter 1
Thunder
Present
I hate being back in the city.
Mostly because everything reminds me of her. Especially this damn café.
We used to come here after school—Kennedy, Colin and me. It was just a donut shop then. Now it’s one of those fancy shops, where the cup sizes are written in French and it takes ten minutes to brew a damn cup of coffee.
It’s only the beginning of November, and already trickles of laughter mingle with the faint hum of Christmas carols being pumped through the shitty sound system, the smell of cinnamon and peppermint another reminder of Kennedy.
She loved this damn holiday. Even after her father’s death, the foreclosure on her house, and her mother’s unsteady mental health, she still found joy in the small things, like decorating a Christmas tree, or baking cookies that she’d force Colin and I to eat.
“Sir?” The pink haired barista with multiple piercings and tattoos looks at me impatiently.
“Thanks,” I mutter, taking the paper cup she hands me.
Five minutes home, and I’m already torturing myself with memories I’ve spent the last several months trying to forget.
I need to get back to my apartment. Unpack. And try to figure out what the hell I’m going to do with my life, now that fighting is no longer an option.
One bad kick, and my career is over, my knee permanently fucked up.
My manager insists that it’ll just take time to get my strength back. That if I give myself some time to heal, I’ll be back in the ring.
The thing is, I’m sick and tired of fighting.
I mean what’s the fucking point? I’ve already got more money than I know what to do with—and no one to fucking share it.
“Careful,” I growl, my coffee sloshing over the side and burning my hand, when a woman carrying two armloads of shopping bags bumps into me.
“Sorry,” she says in a sing-song voice that only annoys me more.
The place is packed with Christmas shoppers, and I scowl at the happy faces that look up at me when I pass.
“Holy crap.” A balding, middle-aged man corners me before I can make it to the door. “You’re Thunder Forrester.”
A few heads turn and look in my direction.
Shit.
“Wrong guy.” It’s not really a lie. The guy he thinks I am, that Thunder Forrester died along with his career. I try to push past him, but he sidesteps me and places a hand on my shoulder.
“Sorry to bother you. But I’d love to get an autograph for my son. He’s a big fan.”
A quick glance at the freckled-faced kid staring wide-eyed up at me, and I cave.
“Fine,” I mutter, taking the pen and paper the kid hands me, and scribbling my name.
“Thanks, buddy.” The man slaps me on the back. “What’re the odds meeting both the Forrester brothers on the same day. “You think I could get a picture with you both? I’d really…”
The man keeps prattling on, but all the noises of the café turn to static when I follow his gaze towards the far corner booth.
Bent over a cup of coffee, forearms stretched out on the table, my brother frowns at the woman sitting across from him.
Even though I can only see the slight profile of her face, I know it’s her.
Kennedy.
Yeah, what are the fucking odds?
They haven’t seen me, and if I was smart, I’d keep it that way.
But my feet feel like they’re glued to the floor, and despite the twisting sensation inside my chest, I can’t move.
The man is still hammering on, and I turn and give him a scathing look that has him raising his eyebrows and taking a step back.
Of all the fucking coffee shops in the city, Colin and Kennedy happen to be in this one. It’s like fate has it in for me. I didn’t even think the two of them were together anymore. At least that’s what the tabloids reported.
Two months ago, Colin was photographed making out with one of the Nelson twins; Abby or Gabby, it didn’t matter which one. The media loved the torrid affair between the country’s most famous bad boy hockey player and the Barbie doll cloned b-list actress.
I’d thought about trying to contact Kennedy when I read it, but what was the point? She’d made her choice. Time to live with the consequences.
My fingers form into knuckles at my side as I watch them. The two people that I loved most in this world. I wonder if they know what a fucking mess I’ve been since our last encounter?
How shredded I was when I found them in the hotel room together.
If they even cared.
Colin passes a small brown envelope across the table. Kennedy shakes her head vehemently and pushes it back.
“Don’t be so stubborn.” My brother's words, clearly laced with frustration, are loud enough for me to hear.
With her back to me, I can’t make out what she says, but whatever it is only makes Colin more irritated.
“I know what I promised, and it’s complete bullshit. This whole situation is fucked up.” He leans in and says something that makes her shake her head. “I’m done.”
She scoots over on the bench, and Colin reaches out and grabs her arm. “Please, I need you to—”
“No.” The way his nostrils flare, the curl of his lip, I can read what he’s feeling—disgust. “I won't be part of this.”
Something primal stirs in my chest, and despite my brain telling me to get the hell out of there, to let them deal with their own shit, I start towards them.
> Tossing my coffee in the trash can, I push through the line of people waiting to order, then freeze when I see Kennedy more clearly. She leans over to collect her bag, then stands so I have a perfect view of her profile.
My breath catches in my throat, because underneath the layers of clothing, the oversized jacket, I witness the rounding of her stomach.
Fuck. That one, small sliver of hope that she’d ever be mine…gone. Just like that, my memory flashes, and I’m back, standing in the doorway of my brother’s hotel room, watching as Kennedy comes out of the bathroom wearing only a white towel wrapped around her perfect body.
That was months ago.
Fuck. Me.
I blink. Once. Twice. Not able, or willing to accept the reality in front of me.
She’s leaving, headed through the crowd towards the door, and all I can do is stand there and watch her walk out into the bitter cold of the city streets before disappearing around the corner.
She’s pregnant.
Those two words play over and over in my head like a broken record. I know little about pregnancy, but she must be maybe seven or eight months with how big she is.
My brother’s baby. That’s why she was here with him. My entire body is numb, humming with emotions I can’t even place. To think she’ll be connected to him like that, forever, it stirs a jealousy inside of me so strong that my body shakes.
She’s not yours, I remind myself, knowing logically that I have no right to feel the way I do.
But fuck right and wrong. Right now, all I want to do is the one thing I should have done months ago. Beat the living shit out of my brother.
“Liam?” Colin’s voice breaks through the static that’s kept me paralyzed.
My head snaps to where he’s standing, only a few feet from me now.
Face pale, dark brows drawn down, he looks confused. “You’re back?”